I wonder why it feels like I lost a relationship and it's less likely I will meet or achieve in life emotionally with people.  I think I'm being tracked by my dad, his mom, and his oldest younger sister.  They think I am in trouble, when I shouldn't be...  I don't know what to say about all the people I've met I no longer care about.  I know I still like some people in the world and am holding on to one relationship with someone I look up to.