My dad or Ellen DeGeneres or my dad's oldest younger sister may be responsible for the exploitation and inappropriate stimulation of the person I look up to.

My dad is still being mean to me and ruining my life.

This is ruining my family life.  I think my dad just got too upset at my mom.

My dad, his mom, and his oldest younger sister keep attacking my having a relationship by doing perverted things to act like they're not that good.

I wonder why it feels like I lost a relationship and it's less likely I will meet or achieve in life emotionally with people.  I think I'm being tracked by my dad, his mom, and his oldest younger sister.  They think I am in trouble, when I shouldn't be...  I don't know what to say about all the people I've met I no longer care about.  I know I still like some people in the world and am holding on to one relationship with someone I look up to.