Why does nothing seem to matter anymore, like messages boards?

....but! what if they did it

I don't think it was true, tho.

You guys act stupid, like you don't know what's going on.

TAKE IT BACK

NO

No one really did it to me.

They said that someone made the person I look up to feel like they were totally surrounded like they understood everything about them.

WHAT'S WRONG

You're a bunch of freaks.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH THE PERSON I LOOK UP TO NOW

I DID IT FIRST AND YOU TOOK IT AWAY LIKE IT MATTERS

NO

What was that for??

They said the person I look up to was glaring at Hitler like he's right.

This is disgusting.  I'm not looking up to stuff like this.  I guess you all lost something from me.

IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE A PROBLEM

BUT I CAN'T HAVE IT BACK

The person I look up to supposedly has to make more problems for me.

Stupid stuff like racism that doesn't apply to me!!

It keeps going over that while I'm trying to learn German and get to Germany to play violin and meet people ... that every other country wants me and to some people at least so far someone else is claimed Germany instead of me and sorta "worshiped" in strange ways, which I am not going into.

Why didn't you say anyone younger than a Baby Boomer is trash and so is anyone without red hair because it's the fairest or most recessive trait?

again

How stupid.  I do not want to fight 24/7.

Stupid People

They think if they don't "have" something then I can't.

I have things to do!

I think my dad visited his mom and oldest younger sister because they were being too abusive of someone I look up to.

THEY WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE

THE WORLD!

WHO RUINED IT FOR ME

IT'S NOT FUNNY

How Stupid

They keep attacking me.

What did they do ruining and wasting my life?

A lot of people are nice.  Now, don't ruin my relationship.

Why be so nice to the person I look up to and not me?

The people monitoring me in private keep acting like I submitted.

The Sound of Music is on.

Do you feel something is wrong when you see the youngest girl?

MY DAD KEEPS ATTACKING ME

MY RELATIONSHIP!!  What do you think you are?

They said Ellen DeGeneres would take away my eyesight and I'd get cancer.

It seems like my relationship said it's off.  I decided that wasn't something I could cope with.

A Real Issue

Ellen DeGeneres

This is bothering my family.

They keep acting like the person I look up to is too good for me.

Ever since Ellen DeGeneres, my parents don't take me out to eat so much!

They said the person I look up to is gonna be mean to me for them and I'm gonna be in trouble for flinching.

They said I was inappropriate in private when I can feel them laughing at me on the inside thinking I don't feel like talking to them in a way.

They're being all secretive like it's because I felt upset about them walking to the bus stop this morning.

THEY DIDN'T FIX IT

LOOK WHAT YOU ALL DID

Why the change!!!  You can't tell us what to do!

I WANT IT BACK

I am not here to split up and tell everyone what they wanna here.

They won't stop irritating me when I want them to stop!

They keep being mean.

They said it was because I posted here.

Suddenly, everyone is concerned more about the person I look up to.

People do things for me and then think I'm not worth anything because they interacted with me.

They keep preventing my relationship from talking to me and inappropriately stimulating them.

They said they were calling my dad's oldest younger sister, who is mean to me, to do things I don't wanna.  They said the person I look up to said.

My nasty dad and his mom and oldest younger sister ruined my life getting the people who monitor me in private to keep me from someone I like.

They said the person I look up to can't like me anymore cuz they said.

I got the message again!

They seem more removed.

They said I can't have my relationship.

They said now I can’t play as a violinist in life and will lose my relationship.

We’re all just anxious about the person I look up to becoming overratedly exploited, like to profile and inappropriately stimulate them, like it’s inevitable.

I keep being hurt cuz I threw stuff on the floor in public when secretly abused.

It’s not the person’s fault.  It’s significantly cuza the Election.  They can’t be treated more important over me.

They keep giving me new rules like I did something.

I guess these people will be alone and “suck.”

They said the person I look up to goes out and I have t deal with problems.

They are messing with the blinking text line putting it in different places on the screen.

They said I wasn’t supposed t have to do anything.

They claimed the person I look up to goes sexually out unreal life and it would be at my expense ultimately.

The people monitoring me on private keep saying hey are holding me back molesting me from have my my relationship with the person I look up to, like I was the one who attacked.  They are pressuring the person I look up to to be mean to me.

They keep saying I’m not all that and coming up with more ideas.

I can’t tell what they said!

They don’t want to be in my place.

They said I was the one who was mean.

They won't quit fooling around with me.

They said I can’t have my relationship with the personI look up to.

They were already mean as a bargain.  Can I get even more?

They are listening to the world and saying it’s right to exploit the person I look up to, like it’s selfish if you have a problem.  It made the person I look up to not think my own past life was important because people made them more popular in fame.  They did it with this intention under mutual consensus with Ellen DeGeneres I saw.  I can’t see it go back and get better.  I’ve stopped caring about people.  I thought most people agreed it was wrong to make the person I look up to suddenly better than me how it is.

Why am I being fought?

I am being attacked to feel gay like someone I was bullied about.

They want to exploit the person I look up to more.

Because I was upset here, they made a move and separated my fame from the person I look up to.

Sorry if in all my care I hurt anyone's feelings.

I must go to bed.

What am I supposed to do?  Why does that problem about the person I look up to being all the drama in fame in ways taken from me happen and not be accepted as I talk about it, like I started something? but upset because it keeps coming up because they seem to have said I'm not all that to them anymore because people planned that way to change things by exploiting the person I look up to, so they would just be the need in some ways like that, or something...